Yeah, being a mom...thrill still hasn't worn off. :3 I'm happy to at least say that much. But working sure is keeping me at my ends wit. My list has finally started to dwindle down a bit which is actually a nice thing so now I don't feel like I'm drowning in my work. Not to say there still isn't a lot to do, I have a tattoo and like 5 cats still on my list, but it down from the near 12 cats I had piled on me at once a few weeks ago.

Sora is getting so big. I'll soon, hopefully tonight here get some newer pictures of him up. I think his eyes are more settling now on a really beautiful hazel color, but you can't ever really be sure just yet. I tell you what though, that kid LOVES the bath. He doesn't fuss or squirm at all. I've started to put on movies for Sora and he seems to love watching them. I sighed up for the Disney Movie Club, I got the first 4 movies for $1.99 a piece so I jumped on it. I got some older movies that I remember growing up with that I want Sora to get to watch as well. No girlie movies though I swear, none of that princess stuff. I was never really for them myself.

*sighs* There's a lot going on though still with things I can't quite always comprehend. Small things here and there that make me wonder about what the future holds for Sora and me. I want to give him a lot of things I never had growing up...but there's still one thing I can't give him on my own, even though I feel it's the most important thing of all. I grew up with separated parents and I'm afraid Sora will have to go through that strain as well. But there is really nothing that I can do about at this point. Just hope that eventually someone will come into my life and not screw me over. But for the time being, though I would LOVE to have a man in my life I'm not about to go out looking in any way. Sorry, but my son is #1 on my list, relationships are gonna have to wait for me. Besides I don't want to really date anymore as it is. I just want to settle down and live my life and go back to school.

Ah well, just listen to my dreams and my cards and what they have to say. Hell, something is coming my way and I'm not the only one getting that message. So I just have to really sit back and wait, not like I'm going anywhere anytime soon. I still plan to eventually move to California, but that'll be a good while before I can really move ahead with that place. At least the next 3 to 4 years I'd say. Gonna get my BA in Culinary Management.

Well I need to scoot off here...I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow afternoon and I have to get myself prepared for another grueling bus ride to and from downtown which I am NOT looking forward to at all. *sigh* Ah well, gotta do it.

Blessed Be.